Calm to my Chaos

Saturday, May 15, 2004
 
June 1, 2004 cannot come fast enough.






Thursday, May 13, 2004
 
My dearest Roberta just provided me the best comic relief of the day...

robertarigano: hey you
bManthena: hi
robertarigano: how are you doing?
bManthena: dying
robertarigano: why?
bManthena: i want someone to shoot me right now
bManthena: adidas makes me fucking crazy
bManthena: they always want everything NOW, NOW, NOW
robertarigano: my brother has a beebee gun

I now sit here laughing myself to tears.




Wednesday, May 12, 2004
 
It's interesting how slow and steady progress is. And how deliberate you must be in your effort to obtain it. It only takes one small trigger to dissipate the illusion that you're farther along than you thought. But, progress is too important to let something trivial derail it. Better to use that as a reason to strengthen your focus.




Sunday, May 09, 2004
 
I couldn't be more proud.